The Widows Club is one none of us choose to join. When our spouse leaves this earth, we immediately become members. I have been a member of this club now for almost nine years and it never gets easier. Some days will be better than others, but the pain is always there. May God grant you peace and strength in the days ahead. Sending love and hugs to all the family as you grieve the loss of a husband, father and great friend to all.