Fran
I know how you must be hurting.
My brother was also younger than I.
I miss him so.
My mum and I still talk about him almost everyday and we still cry a lot.
But now the tears are not of pure grief, we are crying for what a wonderful person he was and all of our lovely memories, so it's happy thoughts and love that brings tears.
In the beginning we had trouble accepting it, didn't understand why and thought it unfair.
Now we have some peace.

Irish I'm sending a hug your way. Hope the holiday weekend finds you with some loved ones.
Holidays are hard.