I feel your pain. We too had to cancel several trips, European cruise. SXM, twice, and even trips within our own country.
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Made this trip to SXM saying Hell or high water because we felt it might be the last time we see the island we love. Too many health issues recently.

I’m greatful that we are here but now find little enjoyment this last week due to anxiety trying to find easy testing so we can go home.